traces of teacups

to be honest, I wouldn´t have had (is that correct Englisch? :D ) time to reaply in the last weeks either, because school really, really needs me, it seems. So I hope your tests went well and everything is alright, yeah? :)
yeah, lots of things have changed here. A good friend of mine has died in Febuary, a boy called me a whore because I was wearing a similar band-hoodie as him and such things. But well, I´m alright and that´s the most important thing. And you? :)

the thing with the maths teacher got better, since we talked to him and told him, what the problem is. Everything is a bit better now and more or less I´ve got maths-genius... no, just kidding :D but it´s easier to follow the lessons now :D

by now I only use facebook to talk to classmates or friends and to read all the stupid posts by the people that added me. Sometimes it´s really funny to read what their life is like^^ you could not believe what some poeple think that a fb-status is for :DD

I´ve discovered a "new" author, he was called Franz Kafka (you may know him?) and I really, really love his books. Okay, they´re in german, but what Sakespeare is for the english-school-literature, is Kafka maybe for the german. :P
last month I´ve read Romeo and Julia in English and I did not understand that half of the book. :D

yeah, time changes everything and i guess I´m now better with her. It´s like we had a few difficult months, but it seems to get better now.

yeah, you´re right. What about you, can you better talk to internet or "real" friends?

maybe, but now I´m sure that people don´t like my jokes and they often don´t understand them... yeah, but if that´s the only thing I can´t do :D
I totally agree.^^

haha, it´s all okay, you can take as long as you want to for the next reply ;)

okay, sometimes it takes me longer to reply, because sp.com doesn´t send e-mails anymore, if you get a comment on your profil^^

omg, my maths teacher is the worst I ever had. He is nice and fair to the students, but he can´t explain the stuff to us. We all sit there an djust listen to him and at the end of the lesson we walk out of the class and no one has undestooden what he talked about^^

haha, yeah. But also people who don´t have facebook are happy people. Not as much FB-addicts think.^^ My friends sometimes waste hours on facebook and they talk about everything there, but I don´t think this is good, when you can still see each other in real life.

for me, it really depends of the book or play. There are some plays I really, really love, but there are also others that I didn´t finished, because I did not understand them or they just bored me. In fact, I grew up with "normal" books, so it´s more likely that I´d read a book instead of a play.

oh, thanks. Sometimes i don´t find the right english words. ^^

yeah, that´s exactly what I mean :)

it would be hard for them, because my mother is a person that wants to help everyone. She always wants to find a solution for everyone´s problems. Even if I say, that I don´t need her help, she wants to help me. in some things it´s good and in others it´s bad. She can´t understand that if I tell her something, I don´t (always) want her to think about it and make it to her own problem. I giuess she wants to compensate, what her parents didn´t do. Yeah, but I can´t educate her and she can´t educate me anymore. I guess where both to old for this XD
oh, I´ve got friends who I can talk to. It may seem a bit strange, but I can better talk about my feelings with people from the internet. That sounds weird, I know, but my internet-friends are sometimes more helpfull than my real ones, because they´re more objective and such things :D

I hope that too ;)

oh, i´m so sorry that i haven´t replied yet! but if i´m really honest, i have to say that I forgot that you´ve already answered... sorry again...

I wish you a happy new year, too! :)

yeah, especially my math teacher always finds the best way to give us too much homework. But most teachers have this kind of "sickness" to do too much at the end of the semester^^

actually, the only reason why I still use facebook is, that I want to stay in touch with my friends from other countries or just to communicate wih my classmates^^
I guess I posted by last Fb-status about one year ago :PP

it´s all okay. I´m really happy with this solution :)

yeah, you are true. I think this is also the most reason why people don´t like Shakespeare in the original. Sometimes I hardly understand what a sentense means^^

yeah, but the most teachers still try to be fair to every student. Or they only ignorate (i did not know the right word in english...) them. I guess I would be not very nice to them xD

yes and no. Sometimes I´m really glad that I still their "little girl" so I can ask them if I´m not sure with some things. They are so interested in me, my life and my friends that I have kind of the feeling that they want to know everything I do.
But some other times I would give everything to have parents who care less about their children. Especially with going out. I mean, I´m not that kind of teenager that goes out every weekend, but it is really disappointing for me, that they don´t trust me enough and they don´t let me go alone by train to a friend`s place in the next city.

Or some days I don´t want to tell them everything about me, because i don´t wnat to destroy the imagination they have of me. I f you know what I mean?
If i can, I would like to tell you an example. Currently I´m madly (and if I say madly, I also mena madyl!) in love with aboy from my school. But I would never tell my parents about this, because the "me" they know, doesn´t really like to be with other people.

oh, I like your thoughts. Actually, it's nice to know that there is someone else that thinks a bit like me who is not me :P

I´m always looking forward for your answers :)

So, if we don´t write each other again before christmas, I wish you a very merry christmas, have a good time with your family and these things.
I don´t really know how you celebrate (or if you do celebrate) celebrate christmas in Indonesia, but I hope it doesn´t matter if I wish you a great one ;)

See you soon :)

so then, I love my parents but sometimes I wish I just could leave home and run away. But I guess this is normal. This is life.
Some days you want to run away. And running away is okay, everything gets better. But in other cases staying shows real strength.

Thank you for all these nice compliments. My face turned really red ;)

haha, yes, you exactly said what I mean!

yeah, i also enjoy writing to you. See you soon and thank you again :))

hello again :) for me it is a pleasure to talk to you, it is very nice

Yes, indeed I believe that globalization is actually happening, but I think that is a bad thing, I do not know, like everything else, will have positive and negative side *. *

Yes, the truth is that whenever I hear your country I remember you and  these conversations haha :) The truth is that my teachers always say that Spanish is a language quite difficult, so gradually improve :)

Well, I always try to enjoy the day of class, even worse than the holidays haha I'm so glad that your holidays have been good too :)

A kiss until next time :)

hey, you don´´t have to be sorry if you don´t reply immediately :) I know that you have other things to do, which are more important. Same thing here, I often don´t have enough time to answer, but now i have a few free days and i can do what I want :)

oh, thank you really much for the wishes ^^ More or less, it was a good birthday^^ It doesn´t matter that you missed it, I´m pretty sure I´ll have a also a few in future :P

by blogging, I improve my writing, that´s true. But I have the bad habbit to write like I´m from a ghetto or something. I use too often bad words, and I´m not proud of that...
But, no one who really knowes me, can read it, so it´s all okay :D

indirect comments are as good as direct comments^^ the comment-thing about it is what counts. ;)

yes, they showed some pictures and lists on Facebook. but a good friend of mine helped me and those who posted the pics had to pay me money. Then I cahnged school and everything was fine again.
Now, more than four years after that, I´m nearly glad that they did it. If the hadn´t done these things, I wouldn´t have learned that you can´t trust everybody who calls you once your friend.

my new english-teacher always asks me if I want to skip an english-class and go to a higher vintage, because she thinks my English is that good :P But I don´t want to, I think it would eb difficult that way...

Learning a a language is always a new way to learn from other people, there are some who know what to do, and you don´t. They`ll show you. And then there will be people who need your help. Easy way of learning ;D

thank, but I think everyone can deal with these problems og growing up. You just need the right persons who tell you what to do. And when it´s done, you need the people who trust in you and let you do what you want (in a positive way of course! :D). My parents were always fair and they were always nice to me. The explained me things when I didn´t understand and showed me, that there is more than one way to do best.

so, uhm, I wrote to much, haha :D

I only guess taht my life wasn´t that complicated at the age of 7. My only problems were where did I leave my bunny and when is the next My Little Pony Film?
Now I have to think more and everyone wants me to do what I don´t want to do. Kind of misterious why I don´t find a solution.^^

haha, I especially love Lifehouse now, the singer has such a great voice :)
oh, the song is from Angels and Airwaves (their singer is Tome DeLonge from Blink-182 as you may know), they are a great band!

thnak you really much :) ha, I always thought I´ll never write like all teh other bloggers or those who only post their problems and such things. But now I see that it´s difficult to NOT be and write like the others. But if I don´t write like others, no one reads my blogs. I don´t do it for ohters, you know, but I like the felling when someone posts a comment and tells me that he/she likes the song/pic or whatever.
My blog is like a best friend for me^^ it´s always there and I can tell it everything I want to. And the best thing: it never asks if I´m okay.

Yeah, I know a few bloggers, of which blogs I follow, from teh internet, but they also told me, that they would rather take their blog offline than sharing it with their real friends.
I guess everyone needs a secret. Some have a diary and some have or blog and some have something else :)

your English is really good! I don´t know who you do at speaking, but you write very good. If I would´t know it better, I would thought, you are from England our America.
my english sur got better since I´m on sp.com, here I learned more than in school ;)

yeah, but I wish I would stay forever fourteen, it´s not the best age, but better than beeing adult.
it´s really only two years (a few moths more or less).

haha, thank you :) I guess, I´m posting so often because I always post what comes up to my mind or something that I like in this moment. There is no sense behind the posts, only thoughts and wishes^^
I think it´s better to post good things not very often than bad things so much.

omg, I would be so ashamed if one of my friends would find my blog. Especially that posts very I say what I really feel or so.

hmm, I think you write very mature or rather very good for a sixteen-year-old, so people think you´re older^^
haha, no, you´re absolutely true; at the moment I´m fourteen but in October I´ll become fifteen.

okay, then, it´s great that you still remember me :)

I wasn´t that sick. It was more a mental problem, than a physical. But more or less I´m healthy.

Great to hear that you´re fine :)

my e-mail is my msn :P (SPunk_fan@hotmail.com) ---> i my friend found an old sp song called one by one that is on MP3, i can send you if you want :)

for sure :P

how long was your holidays? us we have two month, sadly i restart school on tuesday... and as i see, none of my friend are in my class... i took dramma art and they all took plastic art...well, i guess i'll make new ones XD

my best friend sign JUST LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT its just soooo funny, because of that i started listenig to TS.. and finally its not so bad!

have a nice -short- holiday if they're not finished :P you too

Hey,
..uhm... I hope you still remember me. :)
We haven´t talked for so long, i´m really sorry. But I had no time, yeah and then I was sick and wasn´t allowed to do anything.

So then, how are you?

Greatins, M.

Well, Google made some mistakes there haha. You should say ‘obrigado por sua opinião’. ‘Vosso’ is only used in extremely formal situation, and even so, in this case the correct would be ‘vossa’. How am I supposed to say ‘thanks for your help’ and ‘I don’t know’ in your language? Just a curiosity to know a little bit more ^^’

Thanks! I’m glad you liked it ;) And I’ve never thought of it, but those skulls would really look great as a pattern!

Thanks for saying all these things too =D

First of all, thanks for saying I’m an interesting person! So are you ;) Well, my dreams... talking about career, I really have no idea about what I wanna do, and it freaks me out when I realize that I only hava more three years to figure out what to do for the rest of my life... And about the things you told me, ilustrating, writing, music... it all sounds really exciting for me! You should go after it. I have already thought of theses things too, but I guess they demand too much talent and creativity, and I don’t think I have it enough. But talking about things besides careers, I know for sure that I wanna create a shelter for homeless animals one day ^^

Well, that’s the reason I love all of these things too ^_^ Like you said, it’s the beauty of interpretation. And yeah, it’s really cool when our creations mean something, whatever it is.

In this point I’m lucky. They sure are supportive. And I guess that sometimes showing them my stuff is a way to show that maybe they don’t know me at all, that maybe there’s a depth side that they haven’t discovered yet. It’s a way to get closer, and it’s a good feeling ;) So you like to keep your poetries to yourself? Then again, I totally approve your idea of turning them into songs. If you have the talent, you gotta let people know about it :)

Well, creating a kind of melody in your head is the first step! It’s been a long time since I wrote any poetry too, and I never really write in English.

Thank you so much *--* Hope we can both do it then!

Yeah, I would really like to play it properly, but I gotta say, learning is just so hard. But like I told you, once in a while I try it, so that’s supposed to be something... The guitar I have here is pretty old. My mom got it when she was about my age, but she never learned how to play it, so now it’s mine ^^’

okay, i'll name myself 'marshmallow. that's a good idea ;) there's just one tiny problem left: i can't sing xD

yeah, i watch the shoows with my little brother. i just can't bare to see him sitting there all alone, you know..this cute, little child. i need to sit there with him. and sometimes, he wants me to watch the series with him.
'wotsch' isn't 'want' in german. it is, in a way. let me explain. first of all 'wotsch' is swiss german. german people wouldn't understand this word ;D and you only use it for a question. so i can say that 'wotsch...' means 'do you want...' i don't say it if I want something and i ask the others. it's used, if you want to offer something to a friend or so. my little brother only says it cause he replies everything we tell him. that's how little kids learn a language. and if we offer him something like food or so we use 'wotsch' and he gets it means something like 'want' so he uses it for 'i want'...do you get it? :D i could understand if not cause i suck at explanations xD

oh, yes, how i love insider jokes :D the thing about your teacher's funny. i do that too sometimes. when the teacher comes in and tells 'good morning' i sing on in my head. :D
and it's cool if you say something, and your friend randomly starts to laugh because he takes it for an insider joke. and only you and them can laugh. and all the other ones think 'what's the matter with them?!' Haha, it's kind of embarrassing. but hey, you only have one life so disgrace yourself as often as you can. people are always so serious and if i'm immature in their presence, they think just like i said above. but hey, i'm only enjoying my life ;D

thanks, i completely agree with you. things that appear small for people may appear big to some others. that's so true. everyone has his own problems. but we don't need to solve them all alone sometimes. so, thanks for the motivation you gave to me. i'm sure it all will turn better. :)

glad i could cheer you up =) to know, what i said could help you cheers me up. i admit, i am in a really bad mood today. just usual stuff. i didn't sleep enough, messed up a test, had an argument with my sister and yeah, just one of those days you wake up with a bad mood and the whole day's just crap. you don't have that sometimes? well, you just made me smile. now my mood is better. i never thought that some little words of me can mean that much to anyone =') and boy, you're not selfish. i know that because the little cheery words you say and the fact that you care that much about others is really a proof that you're not selfish at all. At least i don't take that for granted if people think like you.

oh, that doesn't work. well, i took a german saying and translated it word by word in english and hoped it'll work. but if not, never mind. i sounds crazy to you? haha, i can understand that. but i, like already said, don't take words like that for granted =)

yeah, i hate the problem with my internet. i'm connetced well and suddenly it kicks me out of internet. and that happens all 15 minits. right now i'm on the laptop of my sister cause i don't want to chafe at my laptop.( i am worried that i'd throw it on the floor in the end). ;) bizzarley, on hers the internet works excellent ._.
after all, i hope your goood internet connection stays generally. =)

haha, yeah i know what you mean. I've been learning french for years and i guess i could barely do a hotel reservation. what i learned are some bad words in french. but they don't sound bad..more..cute. i don't know how to explain. french is such a soft, melodious language. you can't talk down someone xD maybe i'm only thinking that cause german is so harsh. a friend who's been living in spain for 10 years told me, that everything in german sounds so angry. i guess it's true for the ones who can't speak german :D
but french is so hard to learn -.- is mandarin a hard language?i have no idea what it sounds like :D

hum, but it have been 1 week since i didint go to the computer, my mother confiscate my laptop 'cuze i told her that with her shirt, she looked like a psyco clown in the horror movies, and she didint appreciate...

me too i hope so :) and yes some of my result were good, other no...

i hope you will like it even if my camera dont have zoom... and that i was jumping at the same time of filming... -haha

yes i did it many time, but no answer back :(
and you no what!!!!!! the show is NOT ANYMORE AT BEAUBOIS BECAUSE OF ORGANISATION PROBLEM!!!! its now in a small theater.... drops the teleportation....

yuck! just the flashback of my sister eating, no, not eating, savor the chacolate (but was it really chocolate???) is soooo disgusting!!!! that remind me of te carrot potage of the school cafeteria, everybody think its disgustin, but not her, and she smile with all theet orange, ARKKKKKKK

thank you too :)
bye

that's cool cause i love the word 'teacup^'. i don't know why. it's funny to say. teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup, teacup...hahah
okay that's enough. :D
i don't know how i got my nickname. i sat in front of my laptop and suddenly, the word 'marshmallow' broke into my head. i find the name pretty cool cause it sounds kinda sweet to me. okay, i am about to sleep and i already know that the word teacup will be stuck in my head til i'll fall asleep. it's all my own fault. :D

both of us laugh at things that may appear unfunny to most people. that's true. but it doesn't matter. if only both of us laugh about the jokes, it's enough. anyway, i love taking insider jokes. they are funnier cause only a few people understand them ^^

yeah, you're right. SP taught us to be thankful of the things we have. i hate myself for complaining about my life cause other peoples life is much worse. that's an endless circle. i think too much, put myself intoo a bad mood, start complaining by myself, think about millions of people which life is much worse, hating myself for it and then my mood is worse than before. garsh, i do it again. i should shut up now :$$

haha we don't have to tak about these series if you're scared ^^

aw yeah i remember your friend. how's it going with learning german if i may ask? i hope, she can manage it cause german is really hard to learn for strangers..but some words are really similar in english and german. like 'senden' which means 'send' or even 'briefcase'. 'brief' means 'letter' in german if you translate it loosely. that's because german and english are in the same family. but the grammar and all the rest is completly different.

yeah,i noticed you're very talkative. me too. i never shut up when you get to know me. first i'm shy and i don't say much but later, if people know me, i never shut up.

i don't care if you take long to write me back. in the end i'm just happy if i see you messaged me =) it kinda makes my day

you're welcome. And thanks for sharing this with me and i find it sooo cute from you. you worry about others and you feel sad cause you think you can't help them. i don't know another person who does this. You wanna know something? I lately lost my faith in the god in men. there are different reasons why. and hearing something like that makes me feel..i don't know..kinda..hopeful. Thank u. Thank u so much
and i even want to say that you don't need to worry about that. it's untrue:)

okay if it doesn't sound labile, i'm sedated ^^ yeah, my family members are the most important persons in my life. i could never let them down. i'd do it all for their good. yeah, i know that's not special cause everyone would do this..i think

haha yeah, i know that problem. my internet isn't working faultless too. i hate that. it's like a drug addict who can't get his coke. -.-

you're soo lucky. i mean, it's useful to learn french but life's too short to learn french. it's just so hard. and my french teacher's strange. i don't think i'll learn many things with her as my teacher. haha, so you have the same problem with your teacher? ^^
mandarin..what does it sound like? i once heard a few sentences of mandarin in a movie. it sounded soo.. i don't know..like chinese. but for me as an european, all eastern languages sound like chinese ^-^
cool that you can influence each other. i influence my sister too. she loves 'summer paradise ft. sean paul' and even 'welcome to my life' and even 'this song saved my life'. i influenced her with ather bands too, like All Time Low and Blink-182. She loves 'forget about it' by all time low. i don't know if you know this song. but she likes the songs that have more pop influence. all time low is actually a pop punk band but 'forget about it' is more like pop and that's why she'd never like 'the party scene' by ATL for example^^

Yeah ! Je suis géniale ! Hahaha :D
Thank you !
Yeah bonbon ! Why did your grandmother use this word ? Which means "candy", right. :)

So that's yams .. Interesting. I've never seen that before ! Thanks !
I think you're right since sweet potatoes look like that : http://recette1.supertoinette.com/68078/thumb/800/-/68078.jpg

You're welcome ! ;)
There also are a lot of countries in Africa where they speak English, I guess. But they have a lot of dialects.

Haha ! And I can't imagine the realtion between your Kraft and my paper. All I can say is that the paper isn't made with cheese XD
That's a bag made with kraft paper : http://www.packagingconcept.com/catalog/images/sac%20papier%20kraft%20pp...
Thank you !

Hahaha ! Usualy, on the concert day, and even the day before, I'm completely freaking out ! XD
That's one of the reason with I go to concerts only during holidays because I'm not able to stay calm and focus on something else. During these moments, my thoughts look like "Ohmygodohmygodohmygod". My friends say that I'm completely possessed. I like concert possession. XD

I talk with girl who lives in Quebec and she told me French accent was sexy. I'm ok to be sexy ! Haha :P
Maybe you'll me people from other countries one day, who knows ! :)

You're welcome for everything. That's always a pleasure for me. :)

Aw thanks again(: I got a new scanner a little while ago, and I just loaded a picture of Chuck, and I think it did come out better than the other ones which is good. Now Simple Plan have announce their Australian tour I have to get them all finished in time so I can give the pictures to them :o lol!
What class did you always draw in? I always draw during Religion or english, because they're so easy and so boring. But now my teachers think I'm going to fail the tests...but I won't lol.
Did other people in your class like your drawings? I love watching other people draw lol. I should try drawing like your style((: It's more simple than mine, but still really detailed, if that makes sense o.O
haha I'm glad you laughed ^_^ thanks for your comment((: