Ok I need more help

hey, thanks again for coming here for help cause I think it does worry us a lot seeing how tough life is for you now. this time, I'm glad you wanna talk more about some details so that we may be able to help you a little more. :)

and about your problem... I think Dana has a really great suggestion there. people often stop bothering you when you ignore them. and seeing that she can survive high school by doing that, I think there's a chance that you can, too. :)

although, I can tell that it may be something hard to do at first, considering that some of the things that they've done to you are just... out of the line, for me. it seems that your teacher is confused of how to deal with them, too, so I guess you need to try to stand up for yourself here...

...and if they still act that way to you, then... I guess there's no other way than telling them straight in the face that what they've done to you is mean and how they make you feel like life is so painful when the fact is that they're the ones that are a pain to this world for thinking that they can do whatever they want for sometimes stupid -at least for me- reasons.

in the end, I hope things get better than you and you can survive this and become stronger by days. I hope you can stand up for yourself or get a help or just someone or a place to give you hope when everything is just too hard to take.

...I guess sometimes it can feel like you have a great time being alive, but the pain and problems you have to deal with are just too painful at some moments that it seems like all the great things you've known don't matter at all then.

I hope that you can keep holding on, though. I know that this may not help much and that I may not completely understand, but I hope you won't give up even though days get hard to struggle sometimes... -sigh-

on a side note, I also wanna thank you for sharing this with us. it does make us feel relieved and somehow gives me strength to continue my life, too. :') hope for the best.